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I totally forgot my password to access the blog, haha so funny & weird.... How can i forgot, really dont understand, i hope i will not forgot again. So troublesome....!!!1

I am back again =p

Wow, already 1 year 2 months i did not update my blog...... Busy life. Many things has change, my lifestyle, my house, my job, etc......

I now no longer working at Hospital Melaka. Currently working at Klinik Kesihatan Cheng. A drastic change that i never expect that will happen to me. I think God, heard my prayer, and let my wish come true, haha. Initially i suppose to work at hospital for 4 years, but due to the technical problem, my file has not been process and thus i escape from being throw to sabah and sarawak. Finally i have been posted to Melaka Tengah. Really happy for this.

Normally at health site, we work alone. Usually will have only 1 pharmacist in 1 klinik. But very lucky, i have a collegue here, Miss Cho. Haha we everyday happy happy working, and doing 5s. Cut and paste and beautify our working place, haha sounds like i m not doing the job of pharmacist. You are wrong, haha our boss want us to decorate and beautified our clinic. We are doing Kak Pat's job. OMG!!! I just follow the instruction only.

Due to the changes of working place, i already move to Pulau Gadong, which is much more nearer to my working place. Cheaper house rental and better enviroment, i like it.

I wish to introduce my bf, Mr Foong. A nice guy, from a poor family, but i never look down on him, coz he bertungkus lumus to work and very knowledgable. I believe, we can work together to build a bright future, our future =p Haha, but sometime he can not tahan and read comic untill mid night and make me angry haha, really beh tahan!!!!!

Time past by so fast, now already mid of 2010, need to review back my new year resolution, see what have i achieve.

过程与结局

一直以来，我都是个很注重结果的人。希望我努力的事会有好的结果，这应该是正常的吧。但是最近我发现原来结果并不是最重要的，重要的是过程。如果太过注重结果而忘了享受当中的过程，回想起来的时候，会发现到好像没什么特别的回忆。那么即使你做的事多么的成功，也没什么意义对吧？？？好好享受你做的每件事，那么你就会开始appreciate 你的人生 and also appreciate everything, every single moment, and everyone, even though u are in the down site of ur life. 可能结局不是那么美好，但是整个过程当中，至少你有开心过，那也很足够了吧。=p

是我变了吗？

昨天和一个很久没见面的好朋友聊天，就聊起了对很多事情的看法，她发现我变了。变得有点现实，有点灰，也变得很会保护自己。不晓得这变化是不是好的呢？？！！以前对于一些不是很好的事情，我不是很能接受，但是现在已经能够接受，虽然我不是很赞同一些人的做法，只要这个人的动作没有伤害到我和我的朋友，家人，我是ok的。

其实我也发现我自己有点变了，慢慢的，一点一点的失去了单纯天真的心，所以有时我需要一些时间和个人空间让我的心休息一下，而最好的方法就是去旅行和弹钢琴。悠闲悠闲的去个地方，什么都不用想是很不错得享受，最好是和一班很玩得的朋友去，那会更不错。我下一个要去的地方是 xxxxxx. 哈哈 =p

人生的蓝版图

从小学到中学，我都觉得我是活在大家定给我的计划里，活在一个system里。小学时除了玩乐以外就是要考好检定考试，中学时除了搞活动和朋友喝茶就是专心念书，总觉得活在一个format里头。超无创意的。 在大学的时候，就开始为以后作打算，很有理想， 很有抱负。已经开始为自己的人生涂上不一样的颜色。 但是，当出来工作时，发现i m lost, 又好像回到小学和中学一样
活在一个system里面，重复的做一样的东西，做一些他人吩咐的事。很庆幸的是，我发现我迷路了，我也开始寻找我要的路，我要的生活，虽然还是很模糊但是至少我已经开始又为自己的人生彩上颜色了。我需要为自己而活（听起来好像有点自私），为我的家人，朋友，还有身边的人做一些事情。 你已经开始为自己的将来涂上颜色了吗？？

My weird concept

1. Definition of bad guy. If a person told u that he is a bad guy, he explain how bad he is, what terrible things he had done, but then i wont think that he is a bad guy. Because, when he tell u he is bad means he realized what he done is wrong. If the person hide everything from you, he is worst cause he bluf to u at the first place. I hate ppl bluffing to me.

2. Money is something but is not everything. If a guy( A) who is very rich but he is not so love u and dun have time to accompany u, but another guy (B) who is not rich but love you and treat u very nice and can give you wat ever he have, who will you choose. I think i will stupid untill go choose the B. Haha, silly girl.

3. Concept of never try, never know. I dun know since when i feel like, really need to try out wat u wish to do. Life is so short, if u never try it how u know it wont work, i dun wish i ll regret in the future. That's y i always get hurt when try this and that, but i no regret.. =p

4. Forever love?? I dun know i still believe or not haha, confused!

Hmm, still got a lot to write, hehe, continue next time la =p

玻璃球

幸福就像玻璃球，从天而降，坠落满地。每个人都有机会捡起那幸福的碎片，努力的可能捡到比较多， 但是在这过程当中可能会被那碎片割伤。曾经受过伤，未尝不是件好事，因为下次就学会如何不被它伤到，先苦后甜，就会更珍惜那得来不易的幸福。=p